So there I was today, sitting at my favourite The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf cafe. As always, I’m having my usual sinfulness of pure caramel while listening to the likes of Samantha James and Ice House Industries. Enjoying? No. I’m not happy at all. I feel emptiness deep down inside me. I am alone. Really alone for the first time in 7 years. A feeling that I have feared so much. I long for my sweet escape.